Holding Back
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  • Reads 1,192
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  • Parts 13
  • Time 2h 19m
Ongoing, First published Oct 04, 2015
Daizi Carline, a girl of sixteen, is set with her life. Her family is settled and happy, her grades are better than the vast majority of her classmates, and she has a best friend who will never let her go. The only let down would have to be her school. Daizi has never been a big believer in love, which doesn't really allow her to fit in, in stark contrast to her best friend, Hadli McMillan. The very epitome of popularity and good looks, Hadli has people falling for her left and right. Be that as it may, she's been there for Daizi through hell and back, and Daizi can't help but be grateful for her. Until a certain someone comes and ruins it all.
Skyler Helm is possibly the first boy who's taken an interest in Daizi. Unfortunately, Hadli seems to have taken the same interest in Skyler himself. The result is a dilemma that Daizi doesn't want to involve herself in. So why is it that she can't get Skyler off her mind?
And why is she starting to see all the flaws in her friendship with Hadli?
Charged with feelings foreign to her, Daizi discovers that no matter how many excuses you make for something, it'll come back to bite you in the end. It doesn't matter how much she tries to convince herself, or her friends, that it's nothing. Try as she might, she can't limit herself forever. Even when she's being forced.
Will her talent for avoiding things  get her out of trouble, in the end? Or will she finally learn the art of speaking up , instead of holding back?
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Dear Destiny

47 parts Complete

Reet Sengupta, is blessed with her magical smile which can even make the devil fall in love but yes of course until you get welcomed by Her clumsiness which often leads to amusing and unexpected situations. Ambition is what you will always witness in her pupils. Even after rejecting the whole school a small ray of hope is still what she is left with to trust her destiny and become someone's world. A hope of finding someone who will address her as his 'earth' Enters Atharv Rathore. Someone who loves to remain seas far away from ' love'. He lives in his own space. The 6-foot standing masculine figure has stolen millions of hearts and unfortunately, our Reet is also one of them. but Atharv? he can never become someone's moon. He never revolves around other's world He lives in his own world and the only person he has in his world is his best friend Ariv. Ariv Singhania. what do you expect from a criminal? to break every single rule? to create trouble in their every single move? to celebrate a detention club on every second day? Ariv would be the perfect definition for it. He is born to bully the innocents. He is the bad boy. He is the star of his solar system. He loves to make other's worlds revolve around him What happens when our 'Trouble-inviter' Reet meets her bully, the 'Trouble-creator' Ariv? Will she ever get a chance to confess her feelings to our 'Trouble-free' Atharv, or there would be tons of troubles waiting for her to encounter? Read to find out ;)