The Opposite Fan Girl
Caity10
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  • Time 3h 22m
Caity10
Ongoing, First published Apr 13, 2013
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Define a 'fan-girl':

1.) A female who idolizes a person, group or community.
2.) A female who is almost known as a stalker.
3.) A female who never-ending loves a person and is willing to give up everything she have just for that person.

Oh well, nothing applies for me reader, right? From the above definitions, it signifies I'm not a fan girl. Why? First, I am not a person who idolizes anything, Second, I am 100% not a stalker! And thirdly, I am not willing to give up anything I have for a person. So, it's just easy as that!

So what really qualifies, for me? Easy. Let's turn those freaking 'definitions' up there into a negative ones.

1.) A female who NEVER idolizes a person, group or community.
2.) A female who is almost known as a HATER.
3.) A female who never-ending HATES a person and is NOT willing to give up everything she have just for that person.

These definitions are for me. And are perfectly for ME. You might wonder why there's still that fan girl 'word' right? Well, when I was young I used to be a 'fan-girl' right now I'm the opposite. Sorry, friend. But, I hate it.

But I really need your help, my friend. Why? His path and my path crossed and I have nowhere to get out. I was in a dead-end road. I was caged like a bird and I freaking want to get out of his cage but, still our paths are sticking like glue that it almost chokes me to sunk deeper and deeper so that I would end up heart-broken...again. Pity him. Maybe, it's him that would be heart-broken, doesn't it?

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*Featured on May 6,2014 on Miss Literati
*Chick Lit #490 ((06-23,14))
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