How she found me
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Last published Sat, Oct 1, 2016
Shawn Windslow. He suffers from depression and schizophrenia. His life as people would describe, a living hell. His parents died when he was turning 15. Tragic isn't it? Shawn since then didn't want to live. He thought it wasn't fair while his parents were gone,he was here living and breathing. So he planned his suicide and failed many times...but the last time he planned his suicide the sweet eyes that have been haunting him endlessly appeared in real life.
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