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"A soft spirit in a hard world".

A difficult concept for one to even wrap their minds around in the first place .

I might start of as a cliché ,but I truly believe that one day I can find my footing and pre exist to be me.
It's sadly everyone's dreams - so I hope you can hear me out and acknowledge my existence as much as I try to live it .

You can call me Lee.
But everyone calls me 나비. [Nabi].
Simply because I am trying to find reason why spreading my wings .All Rights Reserved

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DELUSIONS by annabethgranger666

I thought my life was perfect and I had it all figured out. Something happened and now I'm stuck in therapy with Dr. Lee. But I don't need therapy I'm ok, at least that's what the voices have told me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *I keep having this dream where i love someone and they love me It felt so real, it felt so real that my heart breaks every single morning.* - Abbey Glover ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank youu @Myths_Allegories for the beautiful cover!!!!!

Ginger (BWWM) by CarrotCakes19

For Amari, the universe has never been on her side. Heartache is all she has known since she was 17. Incidents made her build walls higher than the great wall of china. She shut down, she cut people off. Now grown she avoids anything that can hurt her. So pretty much everything. She doesn't participate in anything. Doesn't engage in conversations. She goes unnoticed. Or so she thought. Shawn has observed this for months now. She is in almost every class of his but never has he seen her talk to anyone that isn't a professor. He makes it his mission to befriend her. But will she let him in? Will she even him the time of day? He fails the first few tries but luckily Shawn one thing he is really good at is being stubborn. •••• " I hope this seat isn't taken" " What do you really want Ginger, I thought I told you to get lost" I really don't mean to sound like a bitch. " I want to get to know you," " While sorry to burst your bubble but I'm not interested," I say without looking at him. " While I wasn't asking" he retorts I scoff " I'll just ignore you " " I'll like to see you try," he says which makes me look up from my laptop to find him smiling at me. Fucking, smiling °°°° Ranking #132 interracial #27 wishes #1 puffs #1 mixed love

Discovering You (You Series, Book 2) by Regnado

Finding Happiness Spinoff - Jordan (Cole's best friend) My past haunts me. I don't do relationships because of it. I hook up, one night no feelings. Feelings make things difficult and I do not like complications. The moment I saw her I knew she was going to ruin me. Break every wall I've build around my heart. It started to happen just by the first glance. My Mom always told me I'll have to grow the hell up sometime, I guess this is growing up. I never wanted anyone more than I wanted her, when one night turned into two nights, then all the sudden we woke up tangled together I knew I was a goner. I needed her, I needed everything about her. Proving I was good enough for her was the only thing I was worried about. I have Daddy issues. Mine wasn't around much, I mean like he's around just didn't give a crap about my brother or me. I'm not close to my Mother either so I guess I have Mommy issues too. I'm just a big blob of issues, I don't do commitments because of this. I've worked my ass off in school to be where I'm at now, and I don't need a man to mess any of that up. I'm not a slut, I just know what I want, and a relationship is not that. Then I had one night with him, that one night changed my entire life, it quickly moved into two nights then we were basically together all the time. I walked away from the best thing that has ever happened to me. Maybe I'll find my way back when I'm not so scared to ruin his life. This story has a lot more bedroom scenes than the others just beware before hand! There is loss, and PTSD, and may have some triggers so here is your warning. Hope you enjoy! Huge shout out and thank you to SamanthaSapphire and DaisySalgadoPham for help with naming this one!! 💖

LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) by AquaediusAiyoka

***UNPOLISHED*** ***PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS*** EVERYTHING WORD IS LITERALLY STRAIGHT FROM MY ICLOUD NOTES 💀😂 IT IS NOT EDITED "Late nights in Tokyo is cluster of information from me myself" "Describing my ways" "My emotions" "My thoughts" "In my own personal way..." "ON god i cant stand me dealing with these thoughts because sometimes it gets to me other times i successfully get them outta my head... i dont need to be thinking anythng like this for real...i need someone to save me you feel me...because like i said it isnt healthly to just sit here and feel like this...i gotta find good in the bad and most of the time it is...I wanna help so many people as i can and tell them this is the way...i wanna be peoples light..its sounds dumb but i know how to feel and i gotta get all this hate and dark feelings out" "I made this because I always wanted to keep track of my thoughts and feelings and maybe this will passed on to someone who wants to understand me..." "In a beautiful different city like Tokyo" 1/30/19 "The only person that can save me is myself. I shouldn't depend on nobody else on such deep personal feelings" "Late Nights In Tokyo, The "Late Nights" could mean myself or my feelings, thoughts, mindset, and all in general how I perceive things. Same thing with "Tokyo" I could be in my head overthinking or expressing my emotions flexing my own beauty. Hence why calling Tokyo a beautiful city. My thoughts and etc (Late Nights) are within myself (Tokyo) "Late Nights in Tokyo". Goes without saying, everyone's own way of thinking it's unique and different...everyone has their own beauty". "Scattered thoughts and emotions just written down from an emotional teenage boy, trying to figure himself out". Enjoy 3/29/20 December 20, 2016 (first created) October 11, 2019 (finished)

HATE TO LOVE YOU ✅ by shakab00m

" YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! WITHOUT YOU , MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER ! " I bit my lip and tried so hard to hold back my tears , " I-I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean to be a disturbance in your li-life...I-I will distance *sniff* myself from you from today onwards..." N&J ------------------------------------------------------- " F*ck off ! I WON'T BELIEVE A SINGLE CRAP OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ! STOPP USING ME TO SATISFY YOUR BOREDOM ! " I regretted everything ," I'm sorry...*sniff* I-I really am..." S&T ------------------------------------------------------- " Get away from me ! I REALLY HATE YOU ! " I was hurt by her words , " I'm sorry...I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but... " M&C ------------------------------------------------------- " Am I that unlucky in love ? Why whenever I really like someone , that person like someone else ? " I was trying really hard not to show my sadness ," Can't you see me ! I'm just right beside you ! CAN'T YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING FOR YOU ?! " I wanted to say those words but I just can't do it... M&D ------------------------------------------------------- " Will you accept me back in your life ? " * silence * " i'm sorry... " D&J Start : 2nd May 2024 End : 3rd May 2024

Obsession (BxB)[completed] by MioMioWriting

[Based on a true story] [Friends to lovers] [Genre: Dark Romance, Drama] ▪︎ "Myung, you can lean on me... Let me help you..." That's what Haru told Me when I needed someone to rely on. Haru was a boy who I'd never thought about getting involved with him since our personalities were 180 degrees opposite of each other. He was like a hot, sunny day, and I was like a gloomy, cloudy day. However, we became friends, and even More than that... ▪︎ "If I hadn't accepted your help at that time, would things have been different?... If I just hadn't fallen in love with you, would I have been less broken than I am now?... I wish I had stayed nothing more than a friend to you..." That's what I keep thinking about these days. ♡ This is based on a real-life experience, so I hope you guys enjoy it because it means a lot to me. ♡ #2 in truestory out of 27k [19 may 2023] #10 in sadending out of 1.64k [18 may 2023] #1 in basedonreallife out of 1.24k [4 Jun 2023] #2 in realstory out of 2.3k [4 June 2023] #5 in loveandhate out of 1.28k [3 Jun 2023] ♡ ♡ ⚠️This work contains: manipulation, toxic behaviour, Sexual assault(in the Myung's past), and self-harm. Reader discretion is advised. I'll use this sign(⚠️) on the parts that need alerts and (🔞🫣) for intimacy. ♡ Also, I randomly used Korean names because I couldn't use my nationality for some reason... 🙂 Any similarity between these names and real persons is just a coincidence... ♡ ×please do not copy or report my work× . ×If there was a problem, send me a message... ×

His Butterfly [Edited] by Savannah_Amermaid

In the world we are living in, everyone experiences love once; a true love. Our life is the same as a journey where people leave their stories behind, some bitter and some sweet. Some of them are lessons and some motivation. We learn about ourselves, our path, our desires, our happiness, our sadness and... our regrets. Like anyone else, we had a story in this journey of life. A story of friendship, a story of love, the story of a... Butterfly. I wish I could tell you how much you were important to me, I wish I could tell you how much I loved you and would have done anything to make you stay. You came like a Butterfly into my life, colorizing my dull life, and left like one so soon that it hurt. Mine and forever, my beautiful Butterfly, my Harmony. Love, your Axel

The Selfless Love by _Rdsoul

<COMPLETED> Fasten your seatbelts, towards the journey of mixed emotions... They say life is hard. Yes, it is. But can you imagine how hard it is to dwell without a loved one? Carrying, tons of memories alone... It would be nice if the loved one comes alive. It isn't possible but it would be nice if it is. The adventure of four girls turned into a disaster on their best day and the encounter of various feeling rides and suffocations, connectives to different people, Can they encounter love again?... Can they be happy again without regrets?... Can they live in peace? An unknown mystery, how they find it, and how they solve it? #sliceoflife #fantasy #depression #life #emotions #death #accident #drama #greed

Is It Love? by urlocalbookwhore

"Are you okay darling?" Reas soft voice echoed through my phone. "I'm okay, I just-" I stop suddenly. I don't want to ruin this, I might just feel like this because she's my best friend. Or it might be my drunk and empty brain tricking me. "You what?" She sounds worried, I don't want to worry her. "I just don't want to live without you, you make me feel safe. Thank you for always being here." I tried to word it in the most friendly way possible, I probably failed. "I won't ever leave." Her words brought a wave of relief, but I can't help the little part of me that thinks that's a lie. I really hope it's not a lie. ~~ Started: December 23rd, 2020 Finished: December 30th, 2021 COMPLETED

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DELUSIONS cover

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Discovering You (You Series, Book 2) cover

LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) cover

HATE TO LOVE YOU ✅ cover

Obsession (BxB)[completed] cover

His Butterfly [Edited] cover

The Selfless Love cover

Is It Love? cover

DELUSIONS

I thought my life was perfect and I had it all figured out. Something happened and now I'm stuck in therapy with Dr. Lee. But I don't need therapy I'm ok, at least that's what the voices have told me... I keep having this dream where i love someone and they love me It felt so real, it felt so real that my heart breaks every single morning. - Abbey Glover Thank youu @Myths_Allegories for the beautiful cover!!!!!