Fifteen-year old, Hayden Pitchman, is not like all fourteen-year old girls. She has crazy hair, and has her mom as her only friend. Tragedy hits her life when an unexpected car accident with an unexpected death of her mother changes everything forever. She can't stand whoever caused it, even though everything points to Niall Horan, a nineteen-year old boy band member. But not any boy band, this is One Direction. Love is crazy and love is random, because Niall seemingly has a little crush on Hayden. He may be the boy who created a hole in Hayden's heart, but he could also be the person to fix it. Hayden still hates the boy more than anything and just wants her mother back. She finds this crush impossible, also knowing shes unpopular, unattractive, growing an anxiety disorder, and now, scar-faced. Hayden isn't the most confident, she's afraid, afraid to live, and afraid to love. She has to go a long way to learn that love IS crazy, it's impossible, but it's also the most beautiful thing in the world.