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Last published Thu, Oct 8, 2015
Ever feel all alone. Like no one understands what is going on. Like one minute everything is perfect then the walls collapse and show you what's really happening.
Do you ever know how good of a liar you are because everyday you put on a cover smile and say you're fine and everyone believes it. When really your breaking down inside trying to hold back the tears.
Well, I do. And I have been for 2 years now.
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