A/N In case your lost, this is a story I wrote for my friends; some of the guys might be their crushes, random people, or completely made up characters.
Love you girls. xx
Janessa-
There are two types of crushes. The kind where the guy is a douche bag and he ignores you all the time, and you constantly find yourself wondering why you like that guy in the first place; or the kind where you like the guy, but you can't stand the thought of getting your feelings out there and putting your heart on the line. But, in most cases, your so blinded by the thought of suffering embarrassment, you just can't tell him. So you go years, and years, watching him from a distance. Watching the one thing you can't have.
I'm Janessa, and what started with a small crush on Rigo, soon turned into full out free falling. It's grade 12 now. And I wish that I could have swallowed my pride the day I started to develop those feelings. Because now, five years later I found out that he's felt the same way. I could have saved all those years of wondering, if I only told him.
But that's not the point of my story and I'm not one to mope about the past. Because, not many people are lucky enough to get the guy that they picture in their fairytale ending. And somehow, I did.
Julie-
He's the guy you know you shouldn't want but you do. He's the guy who'll let you fall and not catch you. He's the guy who makes you take risks every day, risks you know the chance of him being there to suffer the consequences with you are slim.
I knew I shouldn't have taken risks with Jessie. He was messed up and needed help that I couldn't give him. But I, Julie, the girl that tried to guard her heart , found my self slipping on a thin sheet of ice. Even after he promised he'd try, I couldn't help but feel doubtful. Yet here I am, only hoping that he'll be here to catch me. Because this time, I don't think this mistake is going to be easy to erase.
"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.