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The truth behind the smile

Kat_in_bookland

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Parts 19
Time 1h 52m

Kat_in_bookland

alpha depression mates pain self-harm

Get up, get ready for school, lie to your mom and say you already ate breakfast, grab your things, take a deep breath before you reach the door and put on a smile as much as it costs you. It's just another lie, another day, the same shitty life.

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Amy has lots of friends, no she's not popular but she fits in, she has a family and a place that she calls home and good marks. She has it easy, doesn't she? She's full of life, a smile is always on her face, she's happy... it couldn't be futher from the truth. Behind that pretty smile and easy laugh hides a broken girl silently screaming for help but no one listens.
He comes at the worst moment possible. She's on the brink of committing suicide, he's about to become an Alpha. She wants to end her life and he wants to start his with his mate. What Kyle doesn't know is that his mate is broken into pieces but he'll do just about anything to fix her even if that seems impossible.

WARNING: This story will contain issues as self-harm and starvation if you are easily triggered DO NOT READ THIS!!!!All Rights Reserved

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