do you see me now?
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Last published Sun, Apr 14, 2013
this is basically a poem about my personal life in high school and how bullying and rejection caused me to contemplate suicide and how people don't realize how far one hug could've gotten someone when they needed it most
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this story is for anyone who wanta to read it... it might be a trigger warning to some sensitive people. I'm sensitive. this is my life. it may spund like drama... but its all true. This is my life in the form of poems. Heart felt meaningful poems. If u want to think I'm crazy go for it... Here we goComplete
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this story is for anyone who wanta to read it... it might be a trigger warning to some sensitive people. I'm sensitive. this is my life. it may spund like drama... but its all true. This is my life in the form of poems. Heart felt meaningful poems. If u want to think I'm crazy go for it... Here we go
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