sweet maddnes

its augest 4th almost time for school again. I wonder how things will turn out this year. new friends, new classes, everything simes to be looking up . exspented she.....she's still there she ruins everything my relationship, my friendships . she keeps telling me your not going to make it . you'll never serve alone , you think college is that different from high school. that's y that nigga slapped a girl's ass right in front of your face after he broke up with u. that's y that hole damn thinks you're a dum ass fucking with to niggas in on night jasmine couldn't have said it any better. .....life as I know tragic like soap slipping through my figures, but I can't catch it . she dose it so will tell me what I can't be or when I'm not loved or cared about ......this feels so good, pain I mean it feels right u my think I need help or have problems but doesn't every body?? love is a meth, some story. functional thing I heard of but never felt there is no way out of the past .