Was She Pretty?

What if I'm not the cool and pretty person you had met before? I mean, everyone changed. Physically, People change during their puberty stage. In some instance, lonely people changed into stronger one. I don't think people are still same as years pass. You might hate me this time base on your physical judgement on mine. but "I'm still the friend who still a friend of yours back then." I may not still say these words because I'm afraid you'll get ending of hurting yourself. You can't accept me as your friend since I ... changed, physically. Throw hateful words on, Do hurt me in your different ways. But.. I don't know either why I'm still here staying. I may not the almost-perfect Kereth 11 years ago. Now, My hair doesn't stay at one place, its pointing any directions. I don't know about cosmetics. I don't even know that I belong here. So I just want you to extend your patience since you'll not be seeing me again after this 3 months. I am sorry, I can't be perfect on your eyes.