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Losing

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Reads 356
Votes 23
Parts 18
Time 1h 55m

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What is it like to be constantly losing? 

Breathtaking

How do you cope?

I don't. I just pretend I do 


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Thea Ross is losing, losing everything around her. She can't sleep, she can't eat. Nobody knows that she's losing. Why? Because they don't care except one. One boy comes into her life unexpectedly, nobody knows who he is or where he comes from. He just enrols at Thea's school out of the blue. Will he help her or make her worse? 

Find out by reading Losing. A novel by GhostyFlower.All Rights Reserved

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Shadows of the Lost

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