kamikaze//l.s.
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daddy issues. attachment issues. trust issues. call it what you will. but the burning inside of is chest isn't normal. he knows this. the racing of his heart at an approximate 138 beats per minute isn't normal. he knows this too. his clammy hands that twitch in desire to hold him so tight that he can't leave. tighter, tighter, tighter. he wants to make him happy. he wants to, he really, really wants to. and if that means he has to die doing so, then so be it.
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-swearing
-violence
-graphic descriptions
-smut
-character death
-and drug use
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