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Forgive but Never Forget: My Past and Present

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Warning: Too much cliché or whatever common story lines.

PROLOGUE 

I’m a homebody, 
I’m not interested in going outdoors,
I’d rather stay at home all day,
I’d rather sleep, play video games, or read books.
School is fun, but I prefer home school,
 I prefer being alone.
Friends? 
I don’t have any… oh I have one…
No… I HAD ONE
Yes… HAD, our friendship existed years ago
but now, I have no one. 
Why would I bother finding someone, 
who would betray me sooner or later? 
That person broke my trust, 
and I won’t trust anyone this time
now that I have learned my lesson.
So can someone please…
remove this feeling I’ve felt for this certain person,
I’m not going to waste my time worrying about this being

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a/n
You'll get bored from this, cuz I'm a boring writer.

I write to express not to impress. G? :P 
Learn to wait. :)

English isn't my first language so if there are errors... deal with it. :)All Rights Reserved

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