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My Oceans Were Lakes

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Reads 95,927
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Parts 12
Time 51m

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anorexia bulimia cutting depression harry liam louis niall zayn

Dealing with everything life has thrown at him, Niall has developed depression and things are spiraling out of control. He makes sure to cover everything up, so the lads don't suspect a thing. But what they don't know is that Niall needs serious help, and soon.All Rights Reserved

anorexia bulimia cutting depression harry liam louis niall zayn

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