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My Oceans Were Lakes

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Reads 96,377
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Parts 12
Time 51m

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anorexia bulimia cutting depression harry liam louis niall zayn

Dealing with everything life has thrown at him, Niall has developed depression and things are spiraling out of control. He makes sure to cover everything up, so the lads don't suspect a thing. But what they don't know is that Niall needs serious help, and soon.All Rights Reserved

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The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

Mosaic by omqpunkrock

Louis Tomlinson has always had self esteem problems; he never thought he was skinny or handsome, as he became older, he began to try to change things. Louis began to change his style of clothing and his hair, he also began to diet. His dieting was different than other peoples diet, he started to starve himself and if he had ate too much, he'd make himself purge. He felt like he needed to be perfect for someone to love him, he feels like no one would love a fat blob like him. Harry Styles is sad, very sad. He doesn't know how to explain his sadness, all he knows it that he wants to die; he doesn't want to live. He hates himself more than anyone on this planet. Harry doesn't exactly know what's wrong with him, he can fake a smile, he can make it look like he's having the time of his life when in reality he would rather be dead. Harry hates himself, he hates everything about himself; he believes that no one would love him; a suicidal boy that cuts himself. Both of these boys have different things wrong in their life, but they're both beautiful, they're both kinda like a mosaic; broken into pieces, but still works of art.

Bully (Larry Stylinson) by stylinson_sluts

Its like a never ending thing. Everyone takes part in it. No one really cares. Its a problem that happens everyday to millions, but Harry never thought it would happen to him. Now a senior in high school, Harry is not sure how he has made it this far. He came out in freshman year. Some say its a stupid year to come out but Harry wanted to start new, fresh. Ever since he came out he has been bullied. Now he is sure he would take it all back. He's not embarrassed for who he is but he hates the torment. It never ends, hearing names called down the hallways, getting notes in his locker....but worse the physical torment from Zayn and his crew. When a new kid comes to the school he notices Harry, maybe he can save him.... Then again can you really save a life?

half truths ,, l.s by ao3films

Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar. But it wasn't too bad yet. All it was was thinking extra hard about his food choices and avoiding certain things. It was okay. Eventually, it stopped being okay. or, Harry struggles with an eating disorder. RUNNING FAST, STANDING IN PLACE (QUICK BREATHS, IT'LL END SOON) BY BRAVESTYLES ON AO3

Niall, answer the door please by Harmonyangeldreamer

A Niall Horan sickfic Niall developed Flu during the OTRA tour. He goes home to try and sleep it off . Liam gets very concerned that Niall isn't replying to any phone calls or texts so decides to pay Niall a visit. ***Serious illness, mental trauma***

Habits (Larry) by sorrowstreet

"Louis, no. None of those things i said were true, okay? None. I want you here Louis. Niall. Zayn, and Liam want you here. Your family wants you here. Your millions of fans want you here." "...But maybe I don't want to be here." (Larry fanfiction, written in 2014, updated in 2016)

$Perfection IS Skinny!! {L.T} [Larry Stylinson] by wistfully_me$

(COMPLETED) * READER DISCRETION ADVISED * ** TRIGGERING ** Louis may have what seems like the picture perfect life, but, he wants the picture perfect body to go along with it! Just how far will he go to achieve it? Louis also wants adoration, acknowledgment, and to know that he is worthy! How exactly is he supposed to get all that? Along the way Louis Tomlinson finds fame, love, and the support of four great friends. . . __________________________________________ (DISCLAIMER:- I DO NOT OWN THE BOYBAND ONE DIRECTION NOR ANY OF THE FOLLOWING MEMBERS OF THE BAND: HARRY STYLES, LIAM PAYNE, NIALL HORAN, LOUIS TOMLINSON, OR ZAYN MALIK. I ALSO DO NOT CLAIM ANYTHING IN THIS STORY TO BE BASED ON FACT, IT IS PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY) ___________________________________________

Lost In Your Own Mind ~L.S~ by micks_bitch

Harry struggles with depression and anorexia. His body is small and fragile. He's malnourished and bleeding from every cut his body consumes. The new boy at school can't stand to see the hurt in those green eyes..

Too Young by larrylovescarrots_

Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

Stumbling through the dark by Harmonyangeldreamer

Niall finds himself experiencing a collection of small niggling health problems. They irritate him but don't worry him. After all, they are just random problems, nothing serious, so he ignores them until he is forced to look at the wider issue. ***It contains mentions of suicide, self-harming and depression so please be aware if these might be s trigger for you***. This is a Niall Horan sickfic. He's my favourite One Direction member though I love them all.

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The Institute

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.