I don't think there is an easy way to put this, and I don't think there is an easy way out. I just know that our lives will change forever with this upcoming news. It's the middle of June and things have gone downhill in my life. I don't know how to react to the situation. It seems that whatever choice I make, I will end up hurting someone, which is exactly what I do not want to do. It all started at that party. That damn party that I never wanted to go to in the first place. Richard, my sweet Richard, in that bed, without waking up for a month now, and then there's David, coming into my life to bring joy.