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PerhapsThisGirl

Never an us, but there was always an "almost us" and an "after us".

I was never sure of you, and sure as hell, you were never sure of me.

But what's funny is that, I'd rather have uncertainty with you that to be sure with someone else.

When you're around, then it feels like nobody is. Stop confusing me with new things, I don't feel this way, I SHOULDN'T feel this way.

You tell me things about you you don't tell other people, are you that comfortable? Should we continue whatever this is?

You keep giving me signs, yet you keep giving them to someone else. We push, we pull. 

I can't take this anymore.
I thought I can,
I want you, I want us to work
but I never wanted it to be like this.All Rights Reserved

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