Thinking Bout You
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Thinking about you make my mind twisted
I dream a thousand dreams each the same but all different
When you floating on my mind this what I envision
I want you in the wifey stance not the side position
Big house pickett fence with like five children
I kiss you like a wife but love you like a close sibling
I feel for you, you feel for me look like we both tripping
We just blaze keep the flame... hell's kitchen
What am I missing...
Trynna keep our love in mint condition
Mentally thinking about you got me physically slipping
Can't eat, I can't sleep like a zombie when I walk by but I don't need brains need you to continue living
So this is our mission
Love really hurts and never offers forgiveness
Drugs are dispersed and I don't have a prescription
Your love is "The Worst"... Jhene Aiko you get it
Don't need you I want the feeling
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