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Save me (Phan)

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Reads 13,203
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Parts 14
Time 1h 42m

lessamazingholly

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Awful family and personal experiences have left Phil in a state of hopelessness. Despite the fact he has some friends, he has yet to find someone that loves him for who he is. Will he be able to find that person before its too late, or will it all be a mistake?
(contains boyxboy, depression, angst, fluff, smut, etc.)All Rights Reserved

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Phansexual (phanfiction) by turnthefrogsgay

Maybe Dan and Phil aren't gay... Maybe they're just Phansexual ~ Dan and Phil were best friends and practically inseparable. That's why things started getting a little complicated when Phil realized he had started falling for Dan. But around the same time, Dan started acting strangely. He got black-out drunk almost every night and had one night stands with random girls he'd picked up at bars. Has Dan finally gotten bored of Phil? Did he find out that Phil was gay and not want to be friends anymore? And the most important question: Will Phil be able to fix him? - NOTE: I WROTE THIS IN 7TH GRADE I KNOW ITS BAD PLEASE DONT JUDGE MY OTHER WORKS BASED OFF OF THIS ONE I PROMISE IVE GROWN AS A WRITER SINCE THIS

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Powder [phan] by phanny_trashy

Dan is a cocaine addict, with a lot of other issues. Can Phil help him? General Warnings: Drug use (mainly Cocaine and Alcohol) Smut, Depression, PTSD, Sexual/Physical/Emotional Abuse, Withdrawal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Overdose, Angst, Blood

Moving ~ PHAN by krysiice

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

Outcast ✧ Phan by cuddlephan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

High On You (Phan) // Unfinished by olibersykez

Dan Howell is not a happy person. He relies on any type of high to get him through each day and he's never been in love with any girl he's dated. His parents want him to marry his girlfriend of two years, but he can't bring himself to marry someone he doesn't love, and who doesn't love him. He meets a man named Phil. Phil is so great, and has a lot in common with Dan. You'd think they'd be the perfect couple after they hit it off after only a day of knowing each other and become fast friends. Too bad they're both straight. Too bad his job causes him to lie to Phil perpetually. Too bad his feelings cause him to lie to Phil constantly. Can you look anyone in the eye and tell them you love them when you're lying about who you are? How long can you live on lies before everything falls apart? //Gay slang : Extensive Drug and Alcohol usage : mentions of depression and suicide : extensive strong language : Explicit sexual content

Pest//phan au by whatsaphan

Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic attacks and general anxiety

Boarding School - Phan by nickisbadstories

[COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can't read it again without cringing)

The Cute And The Confident- Phan by SHGeorge

[COMPLETED] Phan Au. Dan and Phil are in the same year at school and finally meet through a similarity, but how will their separate and different lives affect their friendship and could it blossom into something more? Find out how Phil overcomes obstacles bigger than what he should have to face at this age and how Dan overcomes fear of loving someone outside of his social group at school. Mostly fluff, some angst to make it interesting. There will be some swearing, but not major. This is based off of one of my one shots "You're cute" - go check out my Phan one shots if you want to. :P

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Phansexual (phanfiction)

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