take me back, I love you<3

He was the best boyfriend I have ever had, but lately things are changing. He has been my boyfriend for the past 7 months, but now things are rocky. He's talking about breaking up. I'm scared. My ex boyfriend Noah is trying to kill me, my current boyfriend is dumping me and dating somebody I thought was my friend, all my friends are leaving me, and I'm all alone. Nobody is here to help me. I'm stuck. I hate this feeling so much. I grab the razor and cut my wrist. Once. The blood flowed out of the deep cut. I could few I cut my vein open. I dropped the razor and fell to the floor with it. I cried. "Why did you leave me? I was perfect for you. We are perfect for each other. Why, why did you leave me?" I screamed into my hands whipping away the tears. I grabbed my phone and texted you, 'I love you. Goodbye.' I sat there I said to myself "you should die. You're useless, unloved, pathetic, a waste, ugly, fat, stupid, and stupid for trusting him. He hates you. Just kill yourself." But no.