The Hardest Part

My boyfriend recently left to college 2,858.3 miles away. We have been dating for just over 5 months and he has been really busy these past weeks so I have not talked to him that much. I completely understand why but I started feeling feelings and thought it may be helpful to write it out. I may add to this, never look at it again, edit it completely because of how repetitive I am, or realize this is way too personal and take it down but for now- I don't know, maybe someone else in my situation may find this and find comfort or be able to offer some words of wisdom....