Death is not black, it's grey. I used to think Christian was white and gold, now I see him for who he has become. Grey. Just like me. **Note: this book is NOT a Christian Grey fanfic. Any similarities in themes/names within the novel are just coincidental. I hadn't even realized this until I finished writing the first two chapters that this may be confusing. Christian's last name in this novel IS NOT Grey. The colour grey is just a theme. Trust me, I'm not kinky.**