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WritingObsessed98

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Reads 758
Votes 45
Parts 31
Time 12m

WritingObsessed98

Mature

She was perfect.
Well what everyone else saw was perfect.
What they did not see was not so perfect.
The depression,
the jagged scars on her burning wrists and thighs,
the tears she wept at night after the fights,
the bruises left on her body by her dad,
they did not see the hidden pain she held,
the words her mom screamed at her.
She laughed the loudest and smiled the biggest,
only to crash and burn the brightest into a dark night.All Rights Reserved

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A Single Glance by willowwintersauthor

I saw her from across the bar. My bar. My city. Everything in that world belonged to me. She stood out from the crowd like she was looking for someone to blame for her pain. That night, I felt the depths of my mistakes. I felt my scars. With a single glance, I knew her touch would take it all away. I craved it more than anything. I knew she would be a tempting, beautiful mistake. One I would make again and again... even if it cost me everything.

Beauty & Her Bruises by anonymousamyleeme

When you feel like your world comes crashing down, you just want to die. When you fall, you don't want to get up. When you're hit, you let it back. When you bleed, you watch it trickle down your body. When you're broken into millions of pieces, you let the pieces lay there. When you're dying inside, you don't make a noise. Zara is the girl in the back of the classroom who's afraid to voice her opinion against everyone else. She's afraid to look anyone in the eyes. She's even afraid to trudge down the halls of the school but she does it because she has two things keeping her there. 1) Liam. Her best friend. He's the reason that she's not dead, literally. She's never attempted to suicide but her classmates have attempted to kill her. He's the big, muscular teddy bear that every girl wants on their shoulders. The only reason he hangs with Zara? He has a secret that, if found out, he would be in Zara's position. 2) Father. Even though she has bruises from being beat, broken toes from heels, and mental scars from the names, it's much less worse than what father does to her. Of course, no one knows he does it. If Liam found out, he would be her knight in shining armor. Unfortunately when they have a falling out, Liam isn't there to save her when she needs him the most.

Helena by katsmoi

We cry, we suffer,we make cuts within our skin A dark emotional person who can't keep it all in Sorry mother I let you down And to my father look at me now I'm with the wind And I know deep within That there's nothing I can say To go back to that day And all problems aside tonight we'll meet again When both our cars collide So long goodnight So long and goodnight

Hand In Hand by jellyjesss1313

Ally is a regular teenage girl. Her father died when she was 12 and she lives with her mother and little brother Cody. She goes to high school in an average sized town. But nobody knows the truth about Ally. For 2 whole years she has been trapped in what seems like hell. Her boyfriend Matt won't let her go. If she does anything wrong he abuses her. It starts to get so bad that she feels there is no point in trying to get him to stop. Until the new boy Christopher Green catches Matt in the act. Ally keeps trying to deny Chris's help but he keeps pushing his way into her life. As much as she pushes back, in the end there is something about him that she can't stop thinking about. Will she end up thinking twice about letting him in?

When Skies Align by Jasmine_Blossom143

She scowls. He smiles. She glowers. He laughs. She's cold. He's open. She hides with hate. He hides with jokes. Polar opposites. That doesn't stop them from loving each other. People say that some stars shine brighter than others. Leo Caldas knew that quote by heart. Being in a family of nine was hard. And he was the youngest. You would think, "Wow, the youngest? Lucky!" No. NOT lucky. Leo hated being the youngest. Not only was he bullied by his older siblings, he was shoved around like the middle child. His parents forgot he existed. They looked at him like, "Oh. He's still here." The worst part? They were divorced. Which meant he was always tossed around back and forth to each guardian, just waiting to be loved! His other siblings- might he add were ALWAYS given attention- had found their home. Some of his siblings stayed with his mother. And the rest stayed with his father. Both permanent. And Leo? He appreciates the concern. He went from place to place. He just couldn't find his home. What did he do to cope? He smiled. Instead of moping and sulking and doing what everyone else would have done, Leo Caldas smiled through it. It was all he knew how to do. "Pain is the best teacher". Jade Skai hated that quote with all her heart. Partly, because it was true. Pain was the best teacher. Fear coming in halfway. What was worse? When pain decided to side with fear and work together. She had felt both. Multiple times. And the feeling sucked. Jade was not your normal happy sunshiny girl. No. She was cold, having a snappy tongue and a heartless nature. That was her father's fault. Her mother had died when Jade was born. And it tore her father apart. He now sat at home. Drinking alcohol anytime she saw him. To add to the trauma, her father also beat her. Almost every night. For years since she turned ten. She was a very troubled girl. It wasn't her fault.

Pretty Brown Eyes by IIVMMXXI

She was damaged and everyone knew all she wanted was someone to save her from herself.

Rain by Confidence97

Seeking to escape the pain she ran. She thought she was running from everything instead she found everything including herself. And it all started on a rainy night. # If you are reading this on any other platform other than Wattpad then you are very likely to be at risk of a malware attack. If you wish to read this story it's original safe form, please go to the Wattpad site.

Whispering pines by negrassss

Aurora sat in the passenger seat, her hands folded tightly in her lap. Her long, black dreadlocks cascaded down her back, swaying slightly with each bump in the road. Her chocolate skin glistened faintly under the dim light of the car, but she didn't notice. The world outside the window passed by in muted shades of gray and green, the trees thick with mist, the road winding up a steep hill that seemed to stretch on forever. Her mom was talking again, her voice upbeat and false. "This is for the best, baby. I know you don't think so now, but this place will help you heal. You're going to meet people who can understand what you've been through. You just need to open up. To let go of the past." Aurora clenched her jaw, feeling the heat rise in her chest. Her ex's house had been reduced to ash and rubble, the flames of her anger licking the air like something she couldn't control. But this-this place? It felt wrong from the start. The truth was, she didn't belong here. Not in the sterile hallways of Whispering Pines, not in the cold, uncaring arms of a psych ward, and certainly not under the watchful eyes of the people who had decided to send her away. "You'll see, honey," her mom continued, her voice syrupy sweet. "You'll get better. You'll be happy again." Aurora looked out the window, not trusting herself to speak. If only her mom knew the truth. The truth about how the fire had felt-how, for the first time in forever, she'd felt alive. She wasn't sorry. Not really. Aurora didn't know it yet, but this place would change her. Change all of them. And soon, the obsession would turn into something darker-something dangerous. They would kill for each other, lie for each other, and cross lines they never imagined. And in the end, none of them would be able to escape the pull. This was a quick one two it's got mistakes bc it was made in one night

The Boy ( Andy Biersack) by KristaThePsycho

I noticed she had scars on her wrist, I looked up and she looked like she was about to brake down, She stood up "I'd hate to cut this short but I have to get going" She looked down "You sure?, Your more then welcome to stay as long as you want" I didn't want her to leave, she shook her head and looked at us "it was nice meeting you all" Warning has Triggering Chapters so read at your own risk again you HAVE been warned

Yuugo x reader ~tpn~(the promised neverland) by stfu_imnothere7

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A Single Glance

I saw her from across the bar. My bar. My city. Everything in that world belonged to me. She stood out from the crowd like she was looking for someone to blame for her pain. That night, I felt the depths of my mistakes. I felt my scars. With a single glance, I knew her touch would take it all away. I craved it more than anything. I knew she would be a tempting, beautiful mistake. One I would make again and again... even if it cost me everything.