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Through New Eyes (Zayn Malik)

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Reads 94,022
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Time 9h 12m

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Valerie Rothwell has been extremely unstable lately. Born with depression and a temper of the same intensity, she finds herself mad at her mother for being so weak, she's mad at her stepmother for stealing her dad away from her and her mother (among other things), mad at her father for leaving her mother, and mad at herself for not being as strong as she wants to be, and letting herself feel nonexistent to almost everyone around her. Her only (non self-harming) escape is the Morningstar Academy of the Arts, where she plays the violin. But even that has been taken from her, since her father forces her to be a day student at the academy instead of living on campus like she has previously. Needless to say, Valerie is pissed. What happens when one of the popular guys on campus is suddenly around her "home" all the time? Will he make her life a little more bearable? Or will he, or his player-ish ways, make everything worse?All Rights Reserved

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My Secret Diaries

A fanfiction based on a dream Rain wins a contest to be able to have one of the members from the famous Our Charm be her dance partner for a dance contest. It's up to her after dancing with all five of the guys which one will be her dance partner. During the dancing she becomes fast friends with the five of them, Luke even ends up falling in love with her during their dance. As she goes outside to get some air, she's confronted by a very shifty guy who wants to kidnap her and sell her since her father was famous before he passed. She's running and panicking, somehow she finds a way to call David, he rushes out and protects her but not before she's shot above her collarbone and stabbed a total of four times. Due to the accident she's not able to participate in the dance competition. Heart broken she keeps a good friendship with the guys. Brad ends up leaving because of his PTSD from the whole ordeal. She meets a new guy and becomes great friends with him, Luke is heart broken seeing the two become close and loses contact so he can move on. Seven years after the band split up and everyone lost contact, Luke decided to go ice skating where he sees Renae getting hurt by her skating partner. Luke's unable to leave her again and learns what she really had to go through the entire time he avoided her and now he's only riddled with guilt.