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Ongoing, First published Oct 13, 2015
You know how you feel when you are forgotten, lost and empty. Like no one knows how it feels. How no can see what's really on the inside. Just broken, lost and most of all confused.
That's how I was feeling. I just can't handle the stress the guilt that takes over my body that I can't control. Well that was until I met him. He picked up the pieces when I thought  were forever gone. He made me grow when I thought I was empty.
He made me stronger then I was before my life shattered before my eyes. Then I lost home and couldn't regain my strength. That is why I did what I did that is why I was in this mess. That is why I had to have revenge.
Well I am going to tell you how it started, also how I ended up where I am. How I became lost and broken in just a matter of seconds. That is all it takes to make your world fall upside down, two seconds is all it takes....
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