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I will love you till I die

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Time 1h 18m

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Do you ever just wonder why things happen. Like, one day, we could just stop and say, "Nope I'm not gonna." And just refuse to live. 

But the thing is. There ARE people who do that. 

People give up on life. But they don't succeed in suicide and end up destroying their minds with the thoughts of what they could have done. 

I am one of those people. 

I want to die. But I've never tried hard enough.

Never enough.

~ Ryder JacksonAll Rights Reserved

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Leedle (Percico) by blackbeltbek

1.9.2011 - 3:27 A.M. My mind is killing me with simply over thinking. I need sleep. 1.10.2011 - 9:03 A.M. Have you ever wanted to cry? But yet no tears came out? To scream but you couldn't even say a word? To stay together as your heart broke into pieces? 1.10.2011 - 12:37 P.M. The worst part is that they believe I'm okay. 1.11.2011 - 4:10 A.M. Somebody asked if I missed who I was before this. And I said yes. But I lied. How am I supposed to know if I don't remember happiness? 1.13.2011 - [blood splattered] I am so sorry that I had to [smudge from tears and ink] myself. I didn't think anyone else [blood] 1.13.2011 - 3:17 P.M. Just because I'm alive doesn't mean I'm alive. 1.14.2011 - 4:50 A.M. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I [blood] 't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. 1.15.2011 - 3:18 A.M. Pain Pain Go away Slit my wrists Watch me fade Pain pain End this game Slit my throat End this today 1.17.2011 - 4:01 P.M. Do you ever feel like breaking d

Many decisions (Kellic) (boyxboy) Mpreg by WinsorMoon

© treasyreisland1239@hotmail.com//PierceSleepingBrides Kellin a sophomore in high school. Decisions so many decisions. There are the right ones and there are the wrong ones. One decision that Kellin makes changes his life First story warning ⚠️ I'm going to go in and edit chapters soon

Never Meets Forever [BoyXBoy] by shorterguyistops

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serendipity by 0Kellic0

Famous lead singer Kellin Quinn journey to value himself while having to learn to let go of the things that don't fit in his life and welcoming in what does fit. • "Sadness." - @rewtriten 2021 "Pain." - @yourkellicis-showing 2021

anathema ; phan by rosespjm

{edited} "won't you go to someone else's sleep? won't you go to someone else's head? haven't you taken enough from me? won't you torture someone else's sleep?" TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.

Parasites (Kellic) by trashyalexx

(Kellic) (boyxboy) Kellin gets sexually assaulted by a friend he thought he was able to trust. The worst part? Vic comes home and hears them in the bedroom, thinking Kellin's just cheating on him, so, he leaves a note and takes off, leaving Kellin completely broken. Kellin and Vic both start bands, who become widely known across the world. Over the next 7 years, Kellin struggles to find the light again. He refuses to date anyone other than Vic, but he knows Vic would never love him again, so Kellin turns to his eating disorder to help him cope with the issues he has to deal with and take on in life. When Kellin and Vic meet for the second time, to create 'King for a Day' and go on tour together due to popular demand, will they stay awkward or will they be able to mend their broken relationship? {This story was inspired by a roleplay written by me and @KellicBro. Go check her out, she's fuckin' awesome.}

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Kellin is hopelessly in love with his best friend Vic and can't shake these feelings, not even after ten years, not even when Vic falls in love with someone else. Despite clearly despising Carter, Vic's boyfriend, Kellin gains his unwanted attention and can't shake that either. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Rape (semi-graphic) - Self harm - Thoughts/actions of suicide - Violence - Alcoholism

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Leedle (Percico)

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