I will love you till I die
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Do you ever just wonder why things happen. Like, one day, we could just stop and say, "Nope I'm not gonna." And just refuse to live.
But the thing is. There ARE people who do that.
People give up on life. But they don't succeed in suicide and end up destroying their minds with the thoughts of what they could have done.
I am one of those people.
I want to die. But I've never tried hard enough.
Never enough.
~ Ryder Jackson
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