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Never. Ever. Not.

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adult clover drama ever fiction love never teen young

"It's the most maddening, beautiful, magical, horrible, painful, wonderful, joyous thing in the world; love." ~Taylor Swift 

Clover wasn't looking for love.

This isn't some corny romance novel where the cover is of a barely dressed couple and the title is something like "To Die Without Love" or "Sensual Confessions".
This is not a romance novel.
 
This is the story of Clover, a girl who wasn't looking for love. 
She was looking for sanity. 
Clover was a rock, trying to steady herself in the earthquake of her life. 
And just as her world seemed to become slightly calmer, there came an aftershock. 
An aftershock she never, ever expected.(CC) Attribution-NoDerivs

adult clover drama ever fiction love never teen young

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