Out Of My Mind
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"Don't do it Lex. Think about all the people who love you. Think about what this would do to your family as a whole."
"I Don't give a fuck Kris. Have you ever thought about how this affects me too ? I mean honestly, do you not see that every second i'm alive, it's like a slow and painful death ? I am constantly living in misery."
"God Alexis, do you ever think about others ? All you care about is yourself. I'm not going to sit around and wait until you kill yourself. If you want to die, fine go right ahead, but I can't promise that i'll be around to save you. I do not want to be the one your mother blames for your death. After your father's death your mother probably won't even look at me. All she'll see when she looks at me is disgust and hatred for not stopping you."
"Shut the fuck up Kris !" (Slaps Him) "You. do NOT. have the right. to talk. about. my. father !" Lexi cries between the blows being thrown at Kris.
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