Hopeless (Short Story)
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Publikasi terakhir Rab, Okt 14, 2015
I didn't waited for his response and turned my back at him. I slowly walked towards the vending machine, which was a meter away from us.
I sighed and started to put some coins into the machine.
That ends it. So, before I shut my feelings away...
...just once...
"I love Christian." I mumbled to myself.
"I love Allan Christian Buen."
DONE. I sighed. I'm a stupid and hopeless. I know.
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