Feelings

When will I feel this? As vivid as it truly is. Fall in love in a single touch. And fa apart when it hurts too much. Can we skip past near death clichés? Where my heart restarts as my life replays. All I want is to flip a switch. Before something breaks that cannot be fixed. I know, I know the siren sound. Just before the walls come down. Pain's a well intention weather man. Predicting God as best he can. But God I want to feel again. Rain or shine. I don't feel a thing. Just some information upon my skin. I miss the sudden aches. When the weather changed. The barometric pressure we always blamed. All I want is to flip a switch. Before something breaks that cannot be fixed. Visible machinery. These moving parts inside of me. They've been shutting down for quite some time. Leaving only rust behind. I know, I know the siren sound. Just before the walls come down. Pain's a well intention weather man. Predicting God as best he can. But God I want to feel again. Oh God I want to feel again.