Distance? not the problem.

This is a text (directly from my heart) I wrote 2 years ago, and posted it on one of my online networks profiles. I was about to delete it but first i wanted -and needed- to preserve it somewhere else, so before I took it down from that website, I published it here, to share it with whoever reads it, and maybe experienced something similar with a long lost love.

To avoid some confusion, the song from the Youtube video, "Eiserner Steg" by Philipp Poisel, was the one I was listening 2 yrs ago while writing my text, so it's the one I'm referring to on those parts where I mention it.

Nowadays (after several years and unthinkable or even deadly sacrifices I did to help him) we are still apart, 6200k miles and the Atlantic ocean in between. He never took the charge of his adult life, never worked on him, neither accepted the psychological help he unavoidably needs, to fix and heal himself to have a normal life, so after years trying I finally gave up, I guess there's no more hope for both of us, but my endless feelings for him will always go on, because he was the one, the love of my life, but our odd and chaotic love relationship is over, now it remains as an old memory in my mind. Yet my heart feels exactly the same way as my 2013 text expressed it.

This is no fiction, just part of my real life story.