Falling apart

Have you ever been betrayed by your best friend ever felt like there was nothing there and it goes from love you to hate you bitch like that? It feels as though one click or mistake and your friendships disappeared yeah well thats part of growing up except this one friendship went like that to except rumours were involved and the hottest guy in my class found out a lot of them leaving me slightly embarrassed and with red tomato cheeks every time i made eye contact with him.