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I can take care of myself || lrh

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forever_rejects

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ashton calum clifford hemmings hood irwin luke michael

"Please! we're just trying to help Stel!" 
"I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP! I DID NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME BUT THERE WAS NO ONE SO I HELPED MYSELF! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I NEED YOU GUYS TO HELP ME NOW?!"
"BECAUSE IT'S NOT HEALTHY BE SO LOCKED UP! YOU KEEP SO MUCH CRAP IN AND NEVER LET IT OUT!"
"So what?!! what's the big deal!?"
"JUST LET US IN! LET US HELP TAKE CARE OF YOU!"
"I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!!" 
Austell Clifford has some pretty messed up stuff going on in her life... but will she let her brother Michael Clifford, his band and her best friends in? will she let them help her? what will happen if she doesn't? will she be fine just like she says? or will it go down hill?
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credit goes to @music_bands_mylife 
TRIGGER WARNING!!! don't report just don't read if I makes you feel uncomfortable but I do put notes as to when a triggering scene starts and endsAll Rights Reserved

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50 Days Of Depression. |m.c| by Mydeathisinevitable

Over a few months, Kayleigh began to write a diary about what was happening in her life, Kayleigh was getting hate from Michael's fans and she didn't know how to cope. At first she thought it would just die down, but it only got worse. Her life was getting out of control, she began to take drugs, starving and cutting herself. Nobody could see what happening to her, not even Michael. She was scared and alone. At last Michael found her diary, he read every page... Is it too late to save her from herself?

Over and Over (Lashton) by myhellismymind

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

We Won't Give Up × Luke Hemmings by cuddlinghemmings

Sequel To: Start All Over. “Will you ever give up on me?” I ask. “Not today, not tomorrow, not in a week, not ever. I will never give up on you.” He says. ~ When life was sort of taking a turn for the better, everything around Vanessa crumbles once again. When life throws you challenges, you don't give up. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much pain you feel, no matter how many tears you cry, no matter how much hope is lost, no matter how much hate is sent, no matter how much betrayal, heartache and anguish you are faced with, you do not give up. It isn't an option. ~ {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} COPYRIGHT © 2013-2014 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

Unpredictable (Luke Hemmings/5SOS fanfic) by A_Hemmings

Allie moved from her hometown of London so her mum could move in with her new fiance Andrew. Allie didn't want to move since she was happily in a relationship, until she walked in on her bouyfriends and her best friend having sex. She changed her mind about everything, and went to Australia with no hesitation at all. Once she got there, she was taken into the wrong crowed and ended up being her step brother Luke's and his mates Ashton, Calum, and Michael's bullies. Once that took a bad turn she finally stood up for them. She dated Ashton and he cheated on her, she moved on form him quickly and moved on to Luke. SInce then, she has started a tour with the boys and one Direction. Her best friend Kennedy came along in the middle of all this and is now in a relationship with Mikey. ^^^^ That is what happened so far in the story before it got deleted.^^^^

5SOS Preferences and Imagines by Da_Pizza_Eater

Starring you as, surprise surprise (mothereffer), you! Just some preferences and imagines about four of my favorite people in the world. I do, in fact, write all of these so please don't steal. If I take one from somewhere else I WILL inform you. Enjoy! :) THESE ARE ABSOLUTE TRASH I WROTE THESE SO LONG AGO AND IM NOT HERE FOR THESE 99% IS JUST COPYING TRENDS AND TRASH TRASH TRASH TRASH READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

The Nightmare Angel by kyahemmingslove

They say when you're famous, everything is supposed to be amazing. Everyone likes you, you have friends and money, and you never get lonely, but they lied. When you're on tour with one of the most popular bands in the world, with three of your best mates, you think everything is going to be amazing and wonderful. It sucks. You can easily tell you're not the favorite. You watch the fans swarm your best friends, screaming and crying because theyre meeting their heros and then you get, "Hey, Michael. Take a picture of us!" You're not the one they care about and often you find yourself wondering if they even need you in the band. Well I'm done wondering. I've figured it all out. I, Michael Gordon Clifford, am not needed in 5 Seconds of Summer. The story of a boy who imagined that his life would be wonderful, only to have his depression take hold of him once again. Only one person can save him from slipping down this constant slope. Luke Hemmings.

Dream c.h by SofiaBates

Dream, Something you want, you wish for it, you need it. With the depressing state of mine I am in people try and get me to say what I would change about my life. Anything. I would always respond "Nothing," because I didn't know what I would change. Nothing to wish for at 11:11 Nothing to wish on for shooting stars Nothing to wish for when I through a penny in the fountain, Nothing. Nothing to dream about. Then it clicked, I couldn't count the amount of times I had said ",You don't get it," all the times I longed for him to hold me while I cry and say nothing while I cry. Him He understands me He holds me He is patient with me Him Only one problem, I don't know who he is. I couldn't finally respond when they asked me what I would change. He would be here, He is my dream.

Australia Bound // COMPLETED by mack_robertson

Three 18 year old girls set out on a crazy adventure in Australia to make their dreams come true. On the plane they attract 4 boys with their haunting singing. Anything you can imagine that would go wrong happens. Breakups, hookups, accidents, love triangles, rivalries, death. Sometimes things happen that you wouldn't even imagine, read Australia Bound to find out!

final round - lrh by whiskeyluke

the story of a boy and a girl who rely on each other to keep one another alive emotionally and physically. // "It wasn't just a kiss, Lila," I say, cutting her off, not wanting her to think that I view it that way at all. I've known that from the second I walked away from her and how angry I was that I was feeling something so drastic as a result. My heart was racing immensely and it infuriated me. I was so fucking pissed that I acted on impulse and kissed the girl. Lila doesn't say anything, handing over the floor to me in order for me to give my side of the story. After all, I've hardly given her an explanation regarding it and she deserves that at the very least. "I've been wanting to do it again ever since that night," I admit to her, a breath leaving my lips. "I've held back every urge every time you've challenged me, every time you've looked at me a certain way, every time you smiled a bit wider whenever you saw me, every time you-" She cuts me off immediately, as if in fear of where this conversation is heading, "You're my lieutenant." I don't hesitate in response, "What if I want to be more than that?"

Let Me Be the One to Save You by jumunji

"What do you want?" I glared at the blonde boy. "To see if you're okay" He mumbled, looking straight into my eyes. They were full of sorrow and guilt, Like he was actually sad he stopped. It made me even more angry. He broke our promise. "I'm fine. Now stop following me!" I growled. ------> Ever since Grace Jones was thirteen years old, she's been skipping between families. From living with poor old Mrs Skibby in Melbourne, to living with Kelly in Perth. It wasn't that they didn't want her. No, it was because of her severe depression and suicide attempts. So when she moves in with Stella and her family in Sydney, does all this continue? Probably. But then her passed shows up and she's face to face with the one and only Ashton Irwin from 5 seconds of summer. She didn't want him in her life, but he continues to show himself back in. What did Ashton do to make her hate him so much? Why is he so determined to change her opinion about him? Will she defeat her depression? <----- WARNING: This story will contain depression and self harm. If you're not comfortable with self harm then i suggest you don't read this book ok (SEQUEL TO THIS BOOK IS CALLED 6:54) © 2013 by JUMUNJI. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

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The Nightmare Angel cover

Dream c.h cover

Australia Bound // COMPLETED cover

final round - lrh cover

Let Me Be the One to Save You cover

50 Days Of Depression. |m.c|

Over a few months, Kayleigh began to write a diary about what was happening in her life, Kayleigh was getting hate from Michael's fans and she didn't know how to cope. At first she thought it would just die down, but it only got worse. Her life was getting out of control, she began to take drugs, starving and cutting herself. Nobody could see what happening to her, not even Michael. She was scared and alone. At last Michael found her diary, he read every page... Is it too late to save her from herself?