Have you ever gotten that feeling? That feeling that you are alive but not really living? Well that describes my life perfectly. I feel like I've been living a dream for the past year. I used to believe life was a happy place. I used to think it was something worth living. I guess I was wrong. Scratch that I was obviously wrong. I still have the scars life has caused me, making reality an even scarier place. I can't go through the pain again. That why I choose to live in a dream state. That way I feel nothing, no more pain, no more nothing. I thought shutting out was the best decision I ever made. I believed I could live the rest of my life in this state, that was until I met him. Until I met an egocentric bastard that I couldn't help but fall in love with. You probably know who he is. If you don't you have been living under a rock for the past year. You have to know who he is I mean he was voted Hottest Actor of Prime TV and he is only the star of The Untitled Project, televisions most viewed show. Of course only I would fall in love with todays It boy, Blake Knight.