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When We Were Eighteen -Phan
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Ongoing, First published Oct 15, 2015
Mature
The scars on his wrists faded over time but the memory of the blue-eyed boy never did. 
It was ever-present, the default wallpaper in his head.
Long gone, long healed, sometimes the space where bruises were is meant to be prodded because the purple shades are never forgotten. 

For Dan and Phil, it was easy to dedicate their youth to young love, but as time passes and they find themselves in each other's life again, the question is posed: was young love all they had? 

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disclaimer in lower case bc i'm edgy//

one) i do not own dan or phil, nor any other youtubers mentioned. 
two) this book is pretty triggering in literally nearly every aspect. 
that being said, my intentions for this book were not to romanticise mental illness in any form, rather to express and channel my own thoughts and emotions through literature (whilst simultaneously trying to make it 'phan' related). however, if you have any issues with what is written, or you want a personal list of any triggers before reading, please don't hesitate to message me :)
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PHAN Fanfiction! *WARNING! TRIGGERS IN BOOK LIKE VERY RARE SELF HARM* No smut, just extreme fluff :) Dan Howell has been in love with his best friend Phil Lester, since they met. Dan hates himself for loving someone he is sure will never love him back. Dan convinces himself that he is too ugly, why would anyone even like him? Dan knows that Phil will never love him back, so he leaves Phil. Phil is confused. His best friend (Not to mention MAJOR crush) just left. Why? Did he scare off Dan somehow? Did Dan figure out about Phil's feelings about him? Phil is confused, hurt and goes to extreme measures to try to stop the pain. Phan love story about how these two best friends lose each other. What will happen when Dan comes back? Extremely fluffy story. Triggers like rare self harm. Please do not read if it bothers you. This is my first fan fiction, so bare with me guys :)