When We Were Eighteen -Phan
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  • Reads 1,543
  • Votes 91
  • Parts 7
  • Time 2h 44m
Ongoing, First published Oct 15, 2015
Mature
The scars on his wrists faded over time but the memory of the blue-eyed boy never did. 
It was ever-present, the default wallpaper in his head.
Long gone, long healed, sometimes the space where bruises were is meant to be prodded because the purple shades are never forgotten. 

For Dan and Phil, it was easy to dedicate their youth to young love, but as time passes and they find themselves in each other's life again, the question is posed: was young love all they had? 

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disclaimer in lower case bc i'm edgy//

one) i do not own dan or phil, nor any other youtubers mentioned. 
two) this book is pretty triggering in literally nearly every aspect. 
that being said, my intentions for this book were not to romanticise mental illness in any form, rather to express and channel my own thoughts and emotions through literature (whilst simultaneously trying to make it 'phan' related). however, if you have any issues with what is written, or you want a personal list of any triggers before reading, please don't hesitate to message me :)
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Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then Dan's parents decide he needs to love someone rather than himself, and when Phil shows up at his mansion steps, Dan's parents grow fond of him- so much that the two are exchanging rings and Phil is moving in with his new spouse. They tell Dan he should give it a few months, to be patient, and if he still doesn't like him then they'll sign the divorce papers and call it quits. Marriage isn't perfect, right? Well this one is the exact example. But they could always pretend.