I fell in love with the pain of the blade. I fell in love with it's sense of comfort and the thought of power. I fell in love with seeing the drops of blood Running down my thighs as I silently cried. I fell in love with the pain I caused myself with the sharp shard of glass But most of all, I fell in love with you. I fell in love with the way you pinned everything on me and turned everyone against me. I fell in love with the loneliness that you were the cause of. I fell in love with being alone with no one to cry to but myself. I fell in love with pushing people away. And as I fade away, remember that I fell for you first.