Love for Pain
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Dokončeno sob, říj 22, 2016<5 mins
I fell in love with the pain of the blade.
I fell in love with it's sense of comfort and the thought of power.
I fell in love with seeing the drops of blood
Running down my thighs as I silently cried.
I fell in love with the pain I caused myself with the sharp shard of glass
But most of all, I fell in love with you.
I fell in love with the way you pinned everything on me and turned everyone against me.
I fell in love with the loneliness that you were the cause of.
I fell in love with being alone with no one to cry to but myself.
I fell in love with pushing people away.
And as I fade away, remember that I fell for you first.
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