Friday, at home , 6:05 a.m. I just the "HORRIFIC" nightmare! The worst in my entire life! I'm sooo freaked out I can barely write this. I'm having cold sweats,my heart is pounding and my brain is....numb with such intense...anguish it feels like it's about to,um.....EXPLODE BOOOOOOOOMMMMM WHY??? I dreamed I lost my diary at school :( yes!! at school!! like, how CRAZY is THAT?? The weird thing is that it seems like it actually happened. Because as soon as I woke up, all these detailed memories came flooding into my head, making me feel even more confused. I can't imagine NOT writing in my diary! It's like I'm addicted or something. In my dream I was so desperate that I found Ashley's old doodle book at the bottom of her toy box and started writing in that instead. But mostly I was FRANTIC that some would find my diary and read all the SUPERpersonal, SUPERembarrasing, SUPERsecret stuff about MEEEE!!! AHHHHH!!! that was me screaming! to be continued :)