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Last published Sat, Oct 17, 2015
Phil is the quietest boy you could ever meet, though he plays the drums. His piano playing and loud friend Dan convinces him to write a journal on 30 things he likes and loves, in hope this would encourage him to speak his mind.
However, Phil realises whenever he writes there's a reoccurring theme to what makes him happy, and it's not the just the drums any more.
(this is my first fanfiction i've ever written, it's just fluff i'm sorry)
tw; physical abuse, anxiety, alchohol
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