Phil is the quietest boy you could ever meet, though he plays the drums. His piano playing and loud friend Dan convinces him to write a journal on 30 things he likes and loves, in hope this would encourage him to speak his mind. However, Phil realises whenever he writes there's a reoccurring theme to what makes him happy, and it's not the just the drums any more. (this is my first fanfiction i've ever written, it's just fluff i'm sorry) tw; physical abuse, anxiety, alchohol