Keep dreaming. Live it up. Be alive. Live while you can. Grow up. Be happy. Endure the pain. Keep on going. All the classic phrases everyone at least hears once in their life time. I on the other hand don't hear, yet say it over and over into my skull. Wondering when it will all stop and let me live. Every day I hear things from them like: if you live, you give the world a burden, i wish you would just die, come on are you not dead yet, no one loves you, do all the chores... I could list more harsh thing but I hate having to ruin innocent minds. In this world no one understands me. I am a lone, my real father is gone. My "mother" loves my older siblings and remarries a rich gentlemen, who has 1 daughter. Mother loves her more than me... When I first met the man, she said I was a maid or better yet in her words her family slave....