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I Will catch you when you fall. Boyxboy (Phan)

kellicforever263

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Reads 32
Votes 5
Parts 5
Time 9m

kellicforever263

Mature

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Phil Lester has been an orphan for years after his parents have abandoned him. He had been battling depression, anxiety and has self harmed. Dan Howell who is Phil's new best-friend is there to keep him on his feet when he falls.But one day Phil decides it's time to end it all. Will he live? Will there be feelings involved? Read to find out.

****Warning****
May include
•suicidal thought 
•trigger warnings 
•smut

COMINH OUT JAN 3,2016All Rights Reserved

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

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Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

Hunger Point | Phan by pennyroyaItea

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anathema ; phan by rosespjm

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The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

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