Dear Diary, 17th December 2013 I cant believe I am falling in love with him. But I am not the eyes he fell for and the girl with the hair he likes to play with.I always had this fear that one day I am going to fall in love with someone and one day he will discover that I am not the person he once thought I was and soon we will be apart from each other for good. IF ONLY I wasn't the person that he fell in love with : the person who can stay in his heart but not in his life. P.S. Zayn is still in the band