My body shook as I cried. I tried to hold myself together but every time I tried to stop, he came back into my mind. I couldn't evolve without him. His beautiful green eyes. His sweet, comforting voice. His smooth, green apple smelling hair. The way his hand fit in mine. The way he held me in his arms. His face when he was angry. His face when he was upset. He was always there for me. I slammed my fist on the ground and sobbed even harder. He's gone because of me.