eternal¿
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It seems as though life is an immortal battle. One challenge after the other. When suddenly struck by peace and happiness becomes negative. Fearing what might happen next, we know that we have lost the meaning of true happiness. A range of emotions that cannot be controlled is often regarded as psychopathic and is therefore bottled up resulting in this
so called bottle to eventually explode at awkward times. The bitter truth is, we are human and psychopathology exists in all of us. Few of us can control it. So put yourself in the shoes of an 18 year old girl who believes that her life is a profound story. Her wish is to be happy but with everything shes been through and is going through, it appears impossible.
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