"I'm letting you go."
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"I love you, but I'm letting you go" - Miguel
"Pucha! You'll tell me you love me but you're letting me go? Ano to Miguel Sullivan, gaguhan? " - Alexis
"Mahal kita, Oo, pero mali ito. We shouldn't feel this way. Gugulo!"
"So, ano pala ang tama? Tama bang isuko na natin ang lahat ng ito. Eh pucha pala, you'll make me fall tapos pagnahulog na ako you'll leave and won't catch me? Ang galing mo! Ang galing galing mo miguel!"
"F*ck all of this shit! Even if I want to fight for this. Hindi pwede! Ayoko lang na may mahirapan pa."
"So sa tingin mo ngayon hindi ako nahihirapan? Sa tingin mo ngayon hindi ako nasasaktan? Okay fine. Bahala ka sa buhay mo! Sa pagpapalaya ko sayong 'to wag ka na muling magpapakita pa. Bye, I'm letting you go."
That was our last conversation. Ang sakit ang sakit. Gusto ko pa tong ipaglaban pero sabi niya mahirap. Ano bang mahirap sa paglalaban ng bagay na alam namin sa sarili namin na deserve namin? I'm running trying to catch my breath. Di ko na kaya. Tinapon niya lang lahat, LAHAT, LAHAT.
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