Pale//Frerard Au//
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Last published Tue, Dec 29, 2015
Dear Gerard,
Its Been 730 Days
and honesty I've never felt so numb. I'm sorry that I didn't stop you from what happened that Friday night. Its all my fault, its my fault you came to end, its my fault that your paler than ever. We all meet inevitable ends, but that wasn't your time to leave me. All I've been doing is drugs, and I'm not even in much of a relationship, I still feel unloved and the sex is lousy and drunk. I wish you were here. I mean the worst part is, is that I never got to tell you I love you.
Yours Truly,
FrnkXoXo
Maybe it was his black hair, even his captivating hazel eyes, or maybe it was how pale he looked with the moon shining down on him that night.
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