up & down [sadstuck]

"So what the fuck do you expect me to do, now that you're gone?"
He stares down at the photograph clenched tightly between his fingers.
"You were my everything. And I am nothing without you."
A tear dribbled down his bleach white face, rolling and dripping off the point of his chin and onto the picture.
"I said I'd die without you."
The teen reaches up and takes off his triangular shaped glasses, throwing them onto the bed. He pressed the picture against his face.
As he bursts into tears once again that morbidly empty, dreary day, he manages to choke out a question into the darkness that filled his bedroom.
"So why did you want me to stay?"