Letter's to the Ex
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Last published Mon, Apr 25, 2016
"Whenever my heart is broken, I don't know whether or not I want to die or if I want everyone around me to die. After all pain isn't easy and everyone should know about it. Perhaps they do know about it but refuse to show you the sympathy and tell you that they know you're in pain. Maybe that's a good thing on the other hand. If everyone knew how much pain was actually in this world that would be some really depressing shit. But when you're the one in pain and there seems to be no happiness at the end of the tunnel, you honestly don't give a fuck."
Lines, spaces, letters, words, paragraphs, envelopes, stamps, mail. It is so simple to mail a letter, and Jessi did her fair share of mailing love letters when she was dating her boyfriend Jason. Using the long lost art in our world filled with social media, texting, and screens. But what happens when a rift happens between the two and splits them up? Letters don't heal scars.
Jessi is your normal nerd girl, filling her life with geeking out with her best friend and worshiping her fandoms. She works her butt off at her job as an ER nurse, helping those who have been hurt in one way or another. When she gets hurt though, she is taken care of by her best friend Aaron and her "friend with benefits" Everett. Will the letters of the past and these two boys make her life better? or will she be left crumpled in a ball like a bad letter?
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