From Europe, With Love... and Hate
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  • Reads 60
  • Votes 8
  • Parts 8
  • Time 1h 34m
Ongoing, First published Oct 19, 2015
Mature
Isn't it funny how you there are things about yourself that even you don't know until it's too late to change? 

Isn't it shitty when you realize the one thing you want may be the root to your anxiety, pain, and insecurities?

What about when the person you thought you could trust was never trustworthy to begin with?

And what if all you know becomes all that you used to know?


*Co-written with jameson24* This book was pre written and completed so I will have a regular update day...or days each week. For now, I will update on Sundays and maybe a second time during the week. Enjoy :)
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