Thoughts of a melancholic writer
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Ongoing25m
Last published Mon, Oct 19, 2015
All my previous works and writings compiled. Circa 2009 -2011
Disclaimer: This is not fiction. This is straight from my thoughts and life experience.
Once upon a time, I was a lonely, hopeless romantic lass who dreamed of finding my happy ending.
Life of a village girl, naive, careless and weak.
A maiden. NBSB kind of life.
So, these are my works...as inspired by my day to day life....my road to becoming a spinster!!
haha!! Or so I thought. I used to think I will be die being a single.
But nope, I altered my course. And blessed to find a love that is for eternity.
Finally, my forever came!!! Naniniwala na ako sa forever.
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